About my journey

Almost half a century ago, our clocks ticked a little differently here in the West. When I was a child, special abilities weren't discussed publicly—quite the opposite. My grandparents and parents hoped it wouldn't affect us, that we would miss out on a generation. Some of them even tried to suppress their own abilities. The reason for this was fear of exclusion, and fear of physical and emotional pain, ingrained even deeper in our DNA, brought with them from other incarnations. The last 800 years have been largely cruel to people who brought special abilities with them to this planet and preserved the ancient knowledge with which we once came to Earth. Access to universal wisdom was preserved in the most remote places on our world, high up in the mountains, in the deepest jungles, and in areas that didn't want to be conquered because life there posed particular challenges.

So when I asked questions as a child, I was given the hand signal to be quiet and not say it out loud so that no one could hear. This is when the lineage of seers and my teachers from the upper world began to teach me. In my early twenties, I studied shamanic healing methods with Sandra Ingermann and Michael Harner, which marked the official beginning of a years-long, educational journey around the world, back to the roots of my existence. In my late twenties, I completed my first shamanic training at Michael Harner's Foundation of Shamanic Studies and continued my journey with great shamanic masters such as Dr. Alberto Villold and Puma Fredy Quispe Singona, as well as with Dr. Gabor Maté, who fundamentally and profoundly changed my understanding and perspective on addiction and trauma. My journey took me around the world to the Lakota, with whom I felt a strong connection as a child, but also to the Aborigines, the Maori, the Shipibo, the Kukamas, and other peoples close to nature who preserved ancient knowledge. I was able to delve deeply into the teachings between heaven and earth and remind myself who I was before I came to this earth.

My journey in this incarnation has led me through all the depths and traumas of my own soul since the beginning of time. Addiction, dependence, codependency, repression, pain, suffering, grief, loss, betrayal, isolation, and a longing for death, which manifested in me through my desire to go home. The path I once chose for myself led me to experience everything I offer you, and to heal it through and within myself. As a teenager, I attempted to leave this planet twice. Today, I know that leaving is not part of my journey, but quite the opposite: to bring my "home" to Earth. I am a Starseed, come to support my brothers and sisters in this powerful time of transformation, to remember who they are and where they come from. To truly understand what is needed, we walk the path ourselves, remove the masks, one by one, and die all the deaths again, but this time consciously. We learn from within ourselves, transcending our consciousness as we once did. The more we begin to embrace and consciously invite our true self, the more we come home.From my observation, we incarnate with only a small part of our consciousness, although this depends on the person and the journey. The children who are born now have a lot more consciousness than we did 40 years ago. However, the first seven years of our lives are formative, when our brain primarily operates on theta waves. The waves of hypnosis; here we automatically accept collective and familial processes as our own and align our lives according to these beliefs and often limitations that affect your life energetically like an invisible cage. We all walk the same path of awakening, but on different routes. Each of us has our own individual journey; some have incarnated many times, others not. And we don't all come to Earth from the same star, the same galaxy, or for the same reason.

Although I have been practicing and teaching for many years, I always consider myself a student of medicine and am continually taught by my spiritual teachers, which results in a wonderful co-creation. My work is based on spirit medicine. Connected to the spiritual lineage and plant medicine, I serve as an empty vessel, a door opener, a translator, a cleansing force and as the left or right hand of your future self, as needed, for transformation and healing. As a Pampamesayok, I open the portals to the spiritual lineages and other dimensions that reveal themselves to you and teach you communication with the spirit world in the ceremonial space so that you remember who you are and where you come from. Through this work we open the doors to your own medicine, your potential, your abilities, your wisdom. Furthermore, I serve as a cosmic womb and midwife for your personal and collective consciousness.

Rooted in ancient healing culture, it is a great honor and blessing for me to serve as a bridge between the worlds and to open and maintain the space of unlimited possibilities for you.

For any questions, you are welcome to schedule a free consultation in English and German using my contact form or via WhatsApp.