Self-Sabotage

How we block ourselves and thereby sabotage ourselves

Felicia Thanheiser

9/5/20252 min read

I'm often asked why someone isn't seen. Sometimes my clients suspect that they're blocking themselves and sabotaging themselves, but they don't know exactly what it is, because they seem to be doing everything they can to achieve a certain goal. The answer I've found for myself is that as long as we only drive at half speed, that's exactly what happens. By half speed, I mean a Jain! Neither yes nor no. Lack of clarity. Or only wanting a certain part of the whole, like the cream on the ice cream without the calories. When I want to grow but don't want to see my mistakes, because I'm not making any.

As long as I'm not ready to see everything, I'll struggle to see clearly. As long as I'm not ready to move forward with an open heart, I'll have many reasons that delay my journey or keep me entangled in old cycles.

The answer to smooth manifestation consists of several steps. One is a clear vision, and the other is being willing to take the path that will get me there.

Often, it fails because of the act of moving forward. This part i actually have to do it myself, with all that comes with it. And most of the time, we're first led into our own basement, into the dark corners of our psyche. The corners we've probably tried with all our might to avoid for years.

But that's precisely where our personal blockage lies, the one the universe is trying to show us. By leading us there, it's telling us, look here, here is the key to your dreams. Go through and open the door on the other side. Sometimes it's extremely frightening and almost impossible to manage alone when you have to enter spaces of absolute panic. But that's why we, energy medicine practitioners, exist... I've been able to walk through some of these spaces myself, and I'm deeply grateful to my colleagues for holding these spaces for me, beyond fear, terror, and panic attacks.

But with each session, I have dissolved and transformed more patterns, trauma, expired beliefs, ancestral and collective energies, and karma from my own incarnation journeys.

In my experience so far, karma and fate exist until we delete the app, as I like to call it, cancel the contracts and start dreaming a new reality into existence. The word dreaming may sound like childish stuff, but that is exactly what we do. When we dream, everything is already there, it is equated with reality in that moment. When we wake up in the middle of a dream, we often don't know whether it was real or just a dream, and it's not uncommon for us to need a moment to sort ourselves out. If we do this consciously with all our senses and maintain this vision without any inner ifs and buts, we feel it with all our senses without putting our foot on the brakes because it might not be until tomorrow, etc. Then your visions will manifest in no time. With my despachos, what I ask for, often comes within the next week, if I'm truly ready for it. If not, the universe knows and reflects it back to you in everything you encounter.